The account owner is still alive for now at least haha
I just have been over on another account and dealing with a lot of stuff irl. I have felt no inspiration to create anything in any form for a few weeks now and I've been slipping in and out of a depressed mindset for over a week. To everyone who knows the account I've been camping and interacting on, and is wondering why I didn't say anything before (not that it's probably more than a single person) to you on that account: the answer is simple, I didn't want to drag you down in this pit with me. I know how God damned contagious this thing is so I haven't wanted to say a word about how damn bad it is. I know everyone has their stuff in their lives to worry about, so I didn't want to be selfish by saying "hey! What about me?"
I really need to start going to therapy or taking antidepressants or something because I don't know how much longer I'll have the strength to stay at the rate things are going. If I leave this world for good for whatever comes after life is done, I already know how I'm going. I have had a good idea of the method I'll go for a little over a month. The one way I can go that I know I won't be too much of a wimp.
I suppose I should get ready for work now.